Waktu Terhenti….
1 more week before our professional exam. Dlm kesibukan nak cram everything into the brain.. sometimes i feel like i miss some small things yet extremely important.. things that paint and colour my life, things that give meaning to my routine, things that make my everyday experiences so different.. things as small as berteleku atas sejadah in the darkness of the night, meluahkan rindu dan sendu dalam munajat kepadaNya or a having a strong feeling that hidup di dunia ni is just for a while.. semuanya sementara dan kita kan pulang jua…
Things that will take away the exam burden, knowing that life itself is an important exam which can’t be repeated or resit. Things that will make you feel a personal problem such as a marriage is so small and there are so many things left in the box to be enjoyed and cherished.
And suddenly in the madness of approaching exam, seakan akan waktu terhenti seketika, forcing me tro ponder upon what kind of life i have had lately. Mcm hilang segala kekuatan untuk terus melangkah, lalu ku tutup buku akademik, memberi laluan untuk bertapa seketika
And i realize that the world doesn’t revolves around me alone. And it makes me feel at ease. And in the same time i realize that i have to continue struggling and striving for excellence in the exam, because that is part of my jihad. Alhamdulillah, waktu yang terhenti place me back on the right track. Alhamdulillah
